Someday my prints will come…
I remember this statement as a poster that sat behind the counter of a known NYC lab back in the days of my assisting years. After 4 years of School of Visual Arts, I began my career by being the studio mgr. to Eric Meola. Working for this renowned professional pretty much opened the doors for my career, both as an assistant and a shooter.
But what I would like to share with you is how we are working today as photographers and digital artists.
When film was our medium of choice, there was a glass ceiling to reach and those who broke through in their craft, became heroes and superstars. I worked for all those characters and found myself on a path of curiosity and achievement. This drive to manipulate the image and alter what we think we see and to express my ideas unconsciously was my mantra, my found passion as a photographer. I found myself drawn to directors like Federico Fellini and artists like Rene Magritte, Dali.. the impressionists and many other classical works of art. It was art in the museums that became my muse while working for these great pros. I had the opportunity to work on the Marlboro campaigns, Coke, tons of beer ads, travel the world with corporate work and advertising alike. Yes it was a great high to be considered one of NY’s top assistants for a bit, but that all goes away when one makes the jump to shoot on their own.
It take guts to count pennies for days and hope to find a job that will not only pay the rent but allow you to keep shooting. I can truly say I would not have it any other way. I have never felt like I had worked a day in my life as a photographer.
Now…what do we have today? Verses what I had thought existed…
What I see is an aspect of photography that never existed before. Now anyone can show the world and express…”look at me”… and get a response by joining sites like Model Mayhem or OMP or whatever. How wonderful to share in this and have a small audience to express their feelings also.
When I was starting out, my work was only shown to professionals and you received professional responses. You pounded the pavement with heavy books and saw as many people as you can. Some hired and yet many did not. Waking up with NO was common and only made you stronger. You reached for that glass ceiling and with each image found a way to make it work. You shared with you buddies techniques and helped each other along the way… a rather “healthy” competition existed among ourselves then.
Today we work from the quite corners of our studios or homes, spilling out all we can muster through our machines, and from these inhuman distances we tire ourselves with dry eyes and little sleep. We distract ourselves with other worlds that exist outside of our lives and surf the net like our lives depended on it.
Our glass ceiling of film has gone away…and I think of Paul Simon singing about Kodachrome.
Yes it seems to me that our business has drastically divided itself into … who knows how many directions, but I will talk about two that affect me as a professional.
What and who are the digital artist and the photographer?
In 1996 I started a company with a friend, who became my digital artist…we where called 2wist Photo LLC. We were the first, and I say first because no one else in advertising was doing this at the time, to become a digital artist/photographer team at a time when the Internet just started out. Was I lucky…yes to be atop that crest of the wave that began this era of photography…
But there was another edge to that sword.
Because of the novelty of digital and the use of the computer as a tool, the photographer… being me… was becoming a simple “Polaroid” to the end product. I say this because of our team work; we were showcased in many articles about our work with professional magazines about photography and some TV shows interviewing us. It was great…but I soon began to feel a bit left out. The emphasis was on the computer use and not the beginnings of the image. And since I did not, at the time, have the skills to work on the computer myself, I had allowed those feelings to affect my well-being and my thoughts about my career. By the time 9-11 hit, my partner decided to quit the business and raise a family with her husband.
We did very well as a business and made a ton of money…getting 5 figures for an image! That was a tremendous high for us… but every wave ends.
After the tragedy of 9-11, I found myself in a digital world without any digital life for myself and my ideas… I sought to collaborate with other digital artists, but again saw the writing on the wall; that in the end, I was not in control of my images. Yes I could’ve shot straight images and did and made money, but my passion was in the fantasy, the altered image, the very thing I was seeking to create when I entered the world of photography…to reach that glass ceiling and break through.
But in my path to follow those passions, I have discovered that over the years of teaching myself, taking numerous seminars and always questioning the pros… to how I can now create anything I can think up… I have realized that the industry no longer has a need for that craftsman/photographer.
Yes I do get paid for my art… but that comes few and far between these days. The industry, as far as ad agencies go, always find a way to narrow the margin to the simple image. I recently found myself in a situation where I was passed up on a major hair campaign, because the art director found that they needed someone who can shoot against a white background… Funny I start on a clean background, but what I show is always different.
Today I am now asking myself…do I adjust to the market or go with my gut? Do I treat my business more like a business and give them what they want? And just keep the other work as my “personal” work. It seems that what is shown may not be as important as to how you present it these days. As a photographer in the advertising market, if you don’t show what they want, art buyers won’t go the extra mile to see what you can really create. Books are rarely needed these days and a site with your own URL is most important. I have listened to these concepts as a board member of APA and now being associated with the LADIG, I here it just the same. Many of us are frustrated with the many paths one can take these days, knowing that it seems to take more time and money then ever before.
There are no answers anymore to becoming a successful photographer and I feel those days of craftsmanship may be part of the past. It’s “American Idol” time and who can scream the loudest seems to get the most attention. We all look for the greener grass and as a species we are less attentive to what may be important, as to what seems important. We follow the crowd and want only to become a piece of the pie.
I have always followed the path of becoming the pie and letting others ask for a piece. Perhaps it’s my training when I assisted, and then when I meet a young artist shooting for a magazine and saying to me…”wow I can get paid for this”…that just threw me!
We have diluted ourselves our business and our craft to a point that so many now believe it to be so easy to call oneself a photographer. Yeah…you can, but the craft and the knowledge of leading others into the art of photography is slowly diminishing to the symbols and idols we help raise to the heights we wish to be a part of and not thinking of better ways to address the issues we all have as “photographers” and “digital artists”.
With this I have found myself creating in other ways…Whether I am teaching about Photoshop (a concept I never thought I would be doing) to writing a book, to my ventures in front of the camera with a new production I yet cannot discuss. I have begun to understand how I can make a difference in this new world, but it’s not always in how I thought my life would pan out as a photographer, but to allow this new world to show me that there are other paths that can lead to the same dream.
I think allowing one self to see these differences and allowing them to become a part of the workflow is an answer that works for me at this moment and perhaps one that we as a group can interpolate and become pervasive in our seminars and meetings.
Once I asked a fellow photographer if he created a business plan incorporating all this new medium and I received a piece of loose leaf paper, torn edges and all; a drawing of a spiral with arrows coming and going in all directions. He looked at me and frankly stated…”this is all I can come up with these days”!
As always…
If you want to make it count then make sure you can deliver the goods. Sure that’s easy when your client doesn’t drive you crazy with alterations and changes on the spot. And then blames you for the wrong color in the end. When did we all become printing experts!
In the end, the money/client wants the final product to work successfully and for as cheaply as possible. Only after years of proof can one become stable enough to negotiate terms and conditions. But why should we always accept what we are told, or out of fear of loosing a job. Perhaps we can alter the playing field a bit and allow our clients an understanding that digital does not mean cheaper or faster… actually we all know and understand it is quite the opposite. I once read an article about how one wants to go back and shoot film without a crowd surrounding them… at times, I can truly relate.
We need to start addressing these issues and perhaps open a discussion on how others feel about the “future of the photographer” and the “digital artist”. I see now that these two paths have become two different professions, both stemming from the film days.
Organizations like APA and ASMP are currently fighting for our rights as artists, while we as LADIG are discovering and sharing the never-ending ways to hone ours craft as artists and perhaps address the issues of being a photographer and digital artist whether separate or simultaneously.
I believe this group can make a difference…we may look like the Bad News Bears at times, but we sure can hit home runs like the rest of them. It would be wonderful to read what other members have to say, so please don’t shy away from expressing yourself and sharing.
Happy New Year to all…
with kindness,
Ken P